Aum Sri Bhagawati Srimad Sai Rajarajeshwari Discourses in UK June 07
18thJune 2007
Where was Amma all these years? On March 29th 2007, it was Amma’s sixtieth birthday, Swami blessed the manuscript of the book that reveals who Amma really is. It was sent through KrishnaDas along with things for Meghanas wedding. When the celebrations for Amma’s sixtieth birthday were going on, KrishnaDas rang Amma saying Swami had not called for the book. Amma told Him that He must bless the book as it was Her birthday. She argued with Him. When She returned, Amma got the news that Swami had blessed the book saying ‘Tell Her I have blessed, blessed’. At the age of sixteen, Amma was fully aware of who She is. Swami told Her to keep quite until She was fifty. It was then that He said She should announce who She really is. Swami has spoiled the children so much, they have lost sight of the Truth. Now Amma has come forward, as a Mother to teach them all a lesson. In 2001, Swami told Tiolina to go and serve Amma. A temple was constructed for Swami and Amma in Jakarta and Amma went on the opening ceremony. She had cut the ribbon and was breaking coconuts when Swami appeared. He put His hands on Amma’s shoulders and spun Her around. Some fortunate ones were lucky enough to see Sai Baba present too and they said they saw Sathya Sai opening the temple. Amma is childlike with Swami. She sees Him and feels Him everywhere, all the time. When Swami was blessing ‘Gowris Glory’ and KrishnaDas addressed Amma as ‘Mataji’ Swami corrected him saying ‘She is Rajarajeshwari’. In this way Swami showed who Amma really is. Her nature is very different to ‘Bholanath’. Amma said to be like a child in Gods hands. She gave a simple prayer‘Oh God. You are my master, I am just an instrument in Your hands’.‘Act through me, I am at Your disposal. Do as You will through me’.
You must take care of your physical body because if you don’t how else can you serve God? Treat others how you would like yourself to be treated. Respect each other regardless of caste, creed, colour or religion. All belong to God. Learn to talk sweetly. If you cant, don’t speak at all. God is in your heart and everywhere around you but you must develop the eyes to see Him. Is it not ignorance to go in search of God in some particualr place when He is all powerful and all pervading? True meditation is being in thoughts of God. Repeat ‘Shivoham’ (I am God)
19thJune 2007
The priest from Bali, at Amma’s Shirdi Baba temple, was very eager to go to Prashanti for darshan of Swami. Amma sent a few people with him. Everyday they got first line, but Swami didn’t speak to them.
Amma went to Puttaparthi with devotees during one Dusserah. Everyone was getting ready for Dearsha but Amma wasn’t. they wanted to go early to avoid the rush so Amma sent them along. Amma was very tired because there were thirteen other ladies with Her. The whole night they stayed up, talking and making a noise so Amma was tired. She sent the devotees but when they asked Her to come She replied ‘I am Goddess. I will come when Swami calls. He will not come out until I come’. At 7.20am Amma was walking slowly to the Darshan area. As She approached, the music started and Swami came out too! In this way Amma shows who She really is.
Swami has called Amma a VIP, meaning Village Improvement Project. Amma carries out a lot of seva activities in various villages.
Amma’s Naadi Granthas reveal that a Rajarajeshwari Temple is to be constructed. Swami will come there physically when it is completed. Tiolina took the Sri Chakra to Swami and it was blessed by Him. It will be embeded underneath the Rajarajeshwari temple. Amma is very practical and respects all religions. She has sent variouspeople to various holy sites to collect various things that will be placed by the Rajarajeshwari temple. Before the construction of the temple all religious readings will be done showing that it is open to one and all. All prayers will be done in that one temple.
When incarnations take on human forms it causes much confusion. Human begin to compare the Avatars to themselves and this is wrong. When Lord Krishna was a friend to Arjuna He used to tell Arjuna ‘Although I am your friend, you must also realise that I amPurusha’. He did this because Arjuna used to sometimes see Him as human because He was ‘Sanathan Sarathi’. (Loyal friend who used to ride Arjuna about).
Amma’s nature is very different but She acts in certain ways she cant act human as She hasn’t come for that purpose, She has a much bigger job. She often argues with Sathya Sai questioning Him why He brought Her to earth. Amma is bliss, that is Her form so when She comes down to the mundane level it is artifical and hard for Her. Amma looks at us from the atmic level, not bodily level. Amma has a screen and has both capacities, that Avatars have. They give nearness and dearness so you can become one with God, who is UNIVERSAL. They have not come to start a new religion. God doesn’t have gunas (attributes). People must start with the name and form but end in the nameless and formless (Nirgun and Nirakar). If you limit yourself, you will not reach the goal. You must become blissful, not happy as that belongs to the five senses. Bliss is to go within, searching for who you really are.
26thJune 2007
Mother’s Nature is strict, She holds a stick to discipline.
Sri Ramakrishna Parmahamsa had a glimpse of the Mother, Goddess Kali. Only true Yogis can see the Mother, common and ordinary people cannot because they are full of doubts. Today, the world is full of so called ‘Gurus’. Many are fake and out there just to make money so who can you trust? One who is on the True path is a True Guru. Nobody has understood Sai! They only see Him as ‘man of miracles’ rather then the creator of this universe. He will come to you if you prayers are done in a proper way, with a pure heart and then there is no need to go to Puttaparthi. One glimpse of Sai is enough. All Avatars had a special quality, that of attraction. The capacity of God is within each and everyone. Look at people from that angle, that they contain a spark of the Divine, don’t look at them from the bodily angle. Admire them, see how God works through them and overlook their human errors. Nobody has understood Mahamaya, nor do they know Her depth. How you look at things is much more important then how the actual thing itself. See the goodness, admire and appreciate it. Nobody, except God is perfect. To correct oneself shows you are on the spiritual path. You are the inner self, atma, not the body. Great souls descend to guide, alert, teach and uplift humanity.
Ramakrishna Parmahamsa Song
‘Where are you searching for Me child? I am so near to you’
‘You search and get very tired but I am so near, dear and close to you’.
‘I am not in the skin or bones. Nor am I in the muscles’
‘I am not in the temple, Kashi, Geya, Dwarka, Mosque or Ayodhya’.
‘I am so close, where are you searching Oh child?’
‘I am not in Sanyas, vairagya or yoga. I am far away from them’.
‘Where there is Shraddha, I am there!’
Shraddha is a form of the Goddess Herself.
Ya Devi Sarva Bhutheshu
Shraddha Rupeni Sansthithaha
Namasthasey, Namasthasey, Namasthasey, Namo Namaha!
Shraddha means firm, staunch, unshakable faith. Total surrender in thought, word and deed.
Lord Shiva Himself, keeps Devi in His heart.
Once, when Amma had gone for Swami’s darshan, She couldn’t stand in the queue because She wasn’t well. She couldn’t sit on the floor at all, so Her trustees asked for a chair but it was refused by the volunteers. Swami said to Amma ‘Why do your trustees fight? You manage for one hour, sit down. It is a worldly chair so leave it. Your chair is in My heart’. For Amma, this was a punishment because She was fully aware of Her True Nature so how could She possibly sit down like a normal devotee?
After this, Amma put one condition on Swami. not to give darshan to His devotees for just one day because they done know the vaule of His darshan. At that time, Dhanalakshmi was an attendant. She and Rajendra went along with Amma to Puttaparthi. The next day, Amma got up at 7am for the morning darshan. Dhanalakshmi was complaining that they would miss darshan. Amma said She would come in Her own time and sent everyone else for darshan. Luckily despite it being late, then managed to get front row seats. Amma, at Her own leisure, had breakfast and slowly went about Her own things. It was now 8.30 but still there was no sign of Swami. in the meantime, Swami had asked some volunteer to announce the He would not be giving darshan that morning! When people asked Amma why Swami didn’t come out to give darshan. Amma replied don’t ask Mr, ask the devotees. She told Swami ‘You brought Me to earth and make Me suffer so listen! The men and ladies are half asleep when coming for Your darshan. When they hear the music, they wake up. Darshan is something very special, they must be thirsty for Your darshan. They have no discipline. Is this how to wait for You? I will conly come to darshan once You have taught them this lesson!’. This shows the inseprability of Swami and Amma.
One darshan of Swami should be enough. Keep it in your heart. There is no need to go Puttaparthi so many times. Heart is like a camera, click when you are there and keep Swami in the heart. The Sarva Dharma symbol is to alert people of all faiths and to bring peace and unity.
Shirdi Sai is always with Amma. When She travels anywhere, She normally goes to the Karakura Mandir to receive aarthi alongside Shirdi Sai but Amma was annoyed with Him. She went to the mandir before leaving for Jakart but didn’t wait for the aarthi. She went and sat in the car and said to Him ‘You be here with Your devotees. I am going away for twenty five days!’. The flight to Jakart was an evening one so soon after the plabe took oof, everyone fell fast asleep. The light were dim. Amma alone was awake so She told Swami ‘I am bord now. If it was a bus journey atleast I would have had a nice scenery to look at but in the plane I can see only clouds!’ As She was speaking like this, within a fraction of a moment She fell asleep. She was quickly awoken by Shirdi Baba! He was dressed in a white robe and said ‘I cannot live without You’. Amma began to shed tears of happiness at hearing this.
Amma was at Puttaparthi for Shivarathri. There were people everywhere and they were jumping all around Her because thousands had come. She spoke loudly to Swami in Kannada ‘You also sit on the floor not Your chair. Only then You will know the trouble I am going through!’. Although Swami was far from Her. He listened to Amma’s plea and He too sat on the floor in front of all the devotees!
Develop feelings for God! Once, Lord Rama and Goddess Sita wanted to cross a river. A boat man came, knowing they were Divine. He said to Them that he would take them across the river, provided They would take him across the ocean of wordly existence. Lord Krishna was with Draupadi, She was His sister because Draupadi is an aspect of Devi. Lord Rama and Lord Krishna both came with divine attributes and were very powerful Avatars. They had different missions. Swami and Amma constantly give out Divine rays, which are very powerful and hard to withstand. During one Monday darshan, a girl came for Ammas darshan. Amma told her to sit back but the girl refused. During the Divine Dance, Amma’s toe just touched the girl. She was bedridden for three months! The mother came pleading to Amma, so Amma sent prasadam after which the girl regained normal health. Amma is not like a normal mutt Swami! She is Goddess!
Bliss is equal to Rajarajeshwari. She was the first created being, a younger girl of 16 years. Golden rays emanated from Her. It was through Her that all other gods and goddesses were created. She is Mother of Mothers! She is not a normal ‘Mataji’. Swami told KrishnaDas not to call Amma ‘mataji’ but corrected him by saying ‘Her name is Rajarajeshwari’. When Amma was in Bali, She was a momument with a trishul on it. She entered it as it contained the nine forms of Durga and it was at precisely this moment Swami said this to KrishnaDas while blessing the book ‘Gowri’s Glory’.
The Sai Organisation are fanatical, they have constructed a compound wall. In 1993, Swami told Amma ‘You teach a lesson to My trustees as a Mother’. Pray for world peace, not construct a ‘Sai Religion’. Don’t limit Amma, She is not like us. She is Bliss, higher consciousness is bliss. Goddess is called ‘Niranjani’ (who makes Lord Shiva blissful). Only Goddess Rajarajeshwari can do it.
29thJune 2007
The five elements will be raised by Amma. Human beings have become beasts and cross their limit. UK is a black country. Those who are on the right path will be saved, those on the wrong path will be washed out. Listen to the Mother, wait and see what happens. People don’t have any sense and think they are bigger then God. Animals are better then humans because they have no campassion or courtesy but are leading selfish lives! Indian ladies have fallen to the lower levels due to western influence, the indian culture is being lost.
Amma is in the front now, Swami has stepped back. People have built barriers and live like cowards. It is better to die then live the life of a coward. The Sai Organisation have spoiled Swami’s name. You go to His door begging for things and when its not the outcome you want, you turn on Him too! Is that your devotion? Is that the purpose of your birth? Amma is mother earth and can shake at any moment. Spoiling Swami’s name hurts Amma deeply. His mission must go on and Amma wont keep quite any longer. Natural disasters will occur because She will raise the five elements. Who will survive? There is no love in any of the countries, only rivalries. You may worship God but if you have no Truth there is no use in your worship. It is the Truth that will ultimately save you. Mother will clean and wash the whole universe. This is rash talk but it cant be helped and it pains Amma to say these things. Swami drew a map in 1947 showing which countries will be submerged, this is the year Amma was born.
Wherever there is dirt, it shall be cleaned. A true devotee shall be saved. It is very hard fro bad people to survive now. Amma said people say ‘Kar key dikhowna Amma’ (Do it and show us Amma). Her reply is ‘Zuroor karkey dikhawongi’ (I will show you without fail!). The river Ganga is supposed to give liberation. Indians go there for a dip as they believe it washes away their karmas. They also drink the water. This is the same place where corpses are burned and ashes are scattered but still they dirnk the water. People from other countries frown upon this but the indians firmly believe the water is from Kailash, flowing from the matted locks of Lord Shiva Himself! This is the difference between western faith (Science) and Indian Faith (in God). Faith is important, it is the basis for everything. Meerabhai was given poison to drink but she thought of Lord Krishna and drank it. In the same way the so called ‘dirty Ganga’ becomes amrit (nectar).
I am Mother of all but don’t like people making values and judgements of which they have no knowledge! Amma listens to Swami. She controls the earth by way of Her mudras (hand gestures). Once Amma did a certain murda, which sent out fire. This manifested by way of a forest fire not far from Mysore. They may look simple but they have their effects.
Ammas dad had a heart attack so he was taken to Prashanti. They were given a small room for accomodation. The parents wanted to ask about Her marriage. Swami used to playfully tease Amma. One day Swami came near Amma. She asked Him ‘Will You call us for an interview?’ Swami replied ‘Definitely I will call You. Come meet me in the graveyard!’. Amma was happy but people looked at Her strangly asking why Swami mentioned the graveyard. It is Lord Shiva dwells in the graveyard! Only nobody understood what Swami had said!
Just beofre they left, Swami did give them an interview. Yamuna Bhai (Amma’s mother) asked Swami about Her marriage. Swami looked at Amma and said to the mother ‘Do yiu know anything about your daughter? She has gone mad. There is no room in the mental hospital there so what should we do with Her?’. Yamuna Bhai was shocked. Swami then explaied that Lalitha (Amma) was mad about God! He said He would take care of Her.
In Her lectures, Amma used to constantly think of Swami. She drew His pictures in Her books and wrote poems in praise of Him. Just before Her BA exam, Amma went to Prashanti with Her books so She could revise there too. Swami called Her for an interview and took Her books. He didn’t return them (they contained all the poems). When She protested about how She would revise, Swami still refused to return Her books and sent Her away. Amma was worried about how to write the exam but prayed to Swami. When She sat the exam, She found the pen to write of its own accord, without any effort on Her part at all! Needless to say, She passed (with 78%!)